Fever + Lovey Dovey Mode

I am having a fever ayte now. Tak pi keja pon pagi td. Tak larat. And now, I just lay down on my bed and do my reading as usual. Suddenly I felt like writing. Heheh...

On 18th October 2007, we actually declared as couple. Dah setahun dah kan... The best part is our declaration was made at Bali! Jauh kan? And Bali jugak dikira sebagai our very first official dating place la. Sounds real cool when people asked me when is my first date with my beloved fiancee and the answer is Bali. Mesti orang ingat kami berdua nih kaya tak hengat. Padahal...

Well, I've known my fiancee for about 9 years already. We used to study at the very same place. UNITAR. He is my senior back then. Ingat lagi masa first time nampak my fiancee kat lab, me and Hana was actually looking at him. And I popped out this, "Beshnya kalo dpt hug mamat tuh kan?" Hana pon gelak and she said, "Kita bet sapa dapat kenal mamat nih dulu nak?" (I can't really remember what was the bet) Eversince then, we both letak nickname dia as "HUGGIES". Ala pampers huggies tuh.. Hehe..

Macamane aku kenal dia? This is another funny part. I don't really go directly to him la and cakap nak kenal bagai.. I'm not that daring. Masa kat Unitar tuh, I mixed around with loads of guys. So normally during our break time, kiteorg semua akan lepak kat kedai snooker belakang tuh. And it happens, 1 day, my Encik Bab nih pon ada jugak melepak dan bermain snooker bersama-sama gang2 dia. Since I am d only gurl playing snooker, so mmg senang la utk org lain noticed aku kan. Tapi kiteorg tidak berkenalan di situ.

Besides snooker, aku juga selalu bermain ping pong after class. And ada lah 1 hari tuh, he was at the pingpong place. He came over to me and said, "Ari nih tak main snooker plak?" I said NO. (Aku kat tempat pingpong takkan nak main snooker kot?) From there, we started to introduced ourselves... and a new friendships begun.

We became a bestfriends. Mana aku pegi ada dia. Mana dia pegi ada aku. Mmg ramai pon igt we all couple although we are not. In fact dia kenal Bf aku time tuh and vice versa. During my break ups pon he was there. He was there for everything and I did d exact same thing to him. Until la 1 fine day, he suddenly popped out a Q. "U sayang I kan? I mean sayang yg more than just a friend.." Me said, "NOPE." (Sgt bodoh time tuh) Mmg time tuh ada la terjadi sedikit arguements between us. But we still didn't end up as a couple.

The reason? Masa tuh I am so much afraid of losing him. Losing him as a friend, soulmates and stuff. Ye lah kan, if I said YES and we end up couple tp time tuh kan masih bebudak lagik, buat nye break up, mesti dah tak kawan lagi dah kan? So bila aku ckp NOPE, I still have him as a bestfriend. Things went on as usual after that.

Bila abis belajar, aku ada melarikan diri drpd dia coz masa tuh he is actually with someone. Lama jugak dia dgn minah tuh. Aku lari bukan sebab aku jealous. Tp aku lari sbb aku tak nak dia bergaduh dgn gf dia pesal aku. Until la 1 day, dia dtg carik aku coz he broke up dgn minah tuh. He needed me by his side which I did.

Dalam masa tuh, ada pulak sum1 yg mencucuk jarum bgtau ape tah kat dia.. and 1 nite tuh, he called me and marah-marah aku. Boleh?? Ieza knew what had happened. Mmg time tuh aku ckp kat dia, "PUTUS KAWAN". Which YES, right after that aku mmg totally lost contact dgn dia.

3 years after.. (2007).. After d fuct tup break ups with my X tuh... 1 fine day on February, tah macamane plak aku ley terbukak diary lama. Dalam diary tuh penuh dgn list phone no. (It is a practice for me to actually do backups on the contact no just in case hp hilang la kan) Dan dalam beratus-ratus no yg ada, boley pulak tangan aku gatal nak msg my Encik Bab nih. Hahha...

Alamak nak bersiap la... Aku tak kira, demam pon aku nak gak g Genting!! I am going to celebrate our so called moments nih kat Genting. Nanti esok2 aku sambung la citer nih...