Sakit Hati!

Saya jarang nak citer panjang lebar kalo saya tgh betol2 marah.
Tapi kali nih saya nak jugak luahkan sbb sakit hati nih dah tak ley nak bendung lagik.

Kes ni mungkin biasa berlaku di office2 especially company gomen.
Tapi kes yg berlaku pada saya nih consider agak pelik sket.
To me lah kan.


After all these years been working with this company, dgn tenang dan aman, and now,
ada someone yg trying to BACKSTAB me!

And bukan org Malaysia.

Oh begini rasanya...
Hati ku sengsara...
Eh, eh tetiba nyanyi plak.

Yup org tu org Indo.n.

Yg paling best, bukan lower rank punya staff.
Highest post ok!!!

Dan my work actually takde related pon dgn dia.
He is in the other company and not the one I'm working on.

Berbulan2 dia cuba utk mencucuk my CEO about my capability being at this post.

Smlm dia cuba pulak mencucuk 1 of my manager supaya bergabung dgn dia utk melawan saya.
Dan saya bernasib baik kerna manager saya itu setia dgn saya.
Dan dia langsung terus report ke saya apa yg telah terjadi.

Saya pulak dgn tidak melengahkan masa, terus email my CEO and told him what had happened.
Alhamdulillah.. walaupon boss saya itu cha.ya.nun.alif, dia tetap rasional dan menyebelahi saya.

Selamat di situ.

Tetapi pelbagai soalan tetap menghantui saya.

Pelik.
Pelik sbb post yg dia pegang itu, saya tak boleh pegang sbb saya bukan org lokal sini.

Perlu ke dia takut terancam???

Dan apa sebab dia nak buat cam tuh pada saya.
Eiii...

Tak sedar diri sungguh.
Dah ler dia tuh tinggal lagi berapa tahun nak idop pon.
And he was only hired as advisor to the company.

Bongok!!!

Potong Stim

Best.
Sgt best.
Tgh sedap2 berangan dgn Sang Suami nak g bercoti time our very first anniversary,
Dpt berita buruk.

CUTI TAHUNAN SAYA TELAH DIBEKUKAN OLEH MY CEO!!

Rasa nak nangis pon ada.
Baru jek semlm usha flight ticket.
Baru jek smlm bgtau Sang Suami suruh pegi jenguk Matta Fair next week.

Nak tak nak, Sang Suami kena lah dtg Jakarta bulan April nih.
Bulan March nih pon belom nampak batang hidung bila boleh balik KL.

Memang saya bakal meroyan.


P/s : Bonus dpt hujung minggu nih... *EvilLaugh*

Stress Melampau.

Saya tgh stress dgn pekerjaan di posisi yg baru ini.
Sumpah saya tak pernah sesibuk begini sepanjang 7 tahun berkhidmat di company ini!

Agaknya dis is the price I hafta pay to be in dis position.

Dah seminggu lebey saya kat sini, saya hanya berupaya menonton TV sehari saja!
Selebihnya, saya mengadap lappy dan buat kerja. FB dan blog hop masih sempat ya!

Next week, 1 whole week saya akan involve dgn Management meeting.
Saya kena siapkan mental saya utk menghadapi soklan cepumas yg bertalu-talu.

Oh, Tuhan... Permudahkanlah segala-galanya.

Nasib baik di sebalik stress melampau itu masih ada berita gumbira buat saya.

Duit elaun masuk awal bulan ini.
On top of that dapat juga duit saguhati dr big boss.

Tapi saya masih menunggu news tentang bonus dan gaji baru saya.
Hahaha...

Tak dpt 3 bulan, 1 bulan pon cukopppp dahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Oh ya.. tahun ni saya nak kurangkan xtvt sopping saya. Mudah2an berjaya la hendaknya!

I am aiming for something big.

Tapi bak kata 1 of my friend, "You are just reducing the number of times of you go for shopping, but the amount will still be equal!"

Yup.. dah betol lah tu!

So jimat tang mana tuh ek??

Larriiikkksssss!!!!

Spiderweb

Dah 10 hari tinggalkan blog.
Dah ada sarang labah-labah dah kot.

Tapi nak buat camne..
Mmg tersgt bz dgn keja after pulang dr Medan ari tuh.

Dah selamat sampai KL on last Thursday nite.

But my days are full with kenduri kahwin since Friday onwards.

Cape deh!

Monday and Tuesday plak bz kat office KL nih.

This is what I have to bare with after got promoted (again!) as a COUNTRY MANAGER!

Whoot! Whoot!

Alhamdulillah.. Syukran Ya Tuhan!

Instead of in charge of the company's operational last time, now I need to involves in company businesses as well.

More revenues, more sales...
More responsibilities.
More bz.
More pening of course.

And today, saya dah start cuti sampai akhir tahun.
Nih nak kuar g sopping with my friend.

Till then...

Adios!!!

Pusing.

Tgh bz yg teramat sgt.
Mana dgn business planning utk year of 2010.
Mana dgn appraisal utk 2009.
Mana dgn business report for the year of 2010.

Pusing deh!

Anyway,
Semua itu sgt berbaloi bila ada perkhabaran indah dr CEO ku!


Alhamdulillahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................... Syukran, syukran!

Sgt tidak sabar utk pulang next week.
It has been the longest 22 days of my life!

Disebabkan last month byk sgt balik KL, this month saya kena dok office buat keja!

Baby, I miss you sooo much!

Riang Ria...

Hati manyak senang walaupon masih stress di kantor.
Sang Suami akan tiba petang nanti.

Pagi tadi, for the very first time, I couldn't control my anger.
Nahhh...
Meledak segalanya.

Seawal jam 7 am, mood saya sudah tidak bagus.
Ada kes berat berlaku di office.

Sudahnya, time meeting, saya explode.
The whole office boleh dengar suara saya mengamuk.

Marahnya cuma pada 1 manager yg tersgtlah lembabnya!!!!
Grrrr!!!

Kesalahan besar yg sama dilakukan utk kedua kalinya.
Hebat kan?

Dia seolah-olah tak sedar and belajar dr kesilapan yg pertama itu.

Dan yg paling buat saya kesal, dia masih boleh tersenyum dan ketawa selepas dimarah.
Pelik kan?

Seorang manager boleh jawab "NO, I don't know about it. My staff didn't tell me."
Saat itu, kemarahan saya ternyata tak boleh dikawal lagi.

Burst!
Di depan staffnya sendiri!!!
That is something unusual for me to do.

Saya selalunya kalau marah seseorang itu, saya tidak akan sampai menunjukkan pada orang lain.

Tapi kes ini mmg tidak boleh ditolak ansur lagi.
Kalau tidak kena gaya, company boleh diambil tindakan undang-undang.

Macamana saya tak meletup???


Mujur Sang Suami akan sampai pada saat dan waktu saya perlukan pelukan sokongan dia.

Sesak Napas.

It just TOO much for me to take.

There's too many things I need to handle here.

Workloads.
Hiccups here and there.

Gosh, I am so stress!
Stress yang teramat sgt sampai antibodi jadi lemah.

Almost everyday, I have headache.
Too much thinking activities.


Ya Allah,
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk hadapi semua ini dengan tenang.

Amin.

Lagi 6 hari!!

Yes, saya ada lagi 6 hari seblom bisa pulang ke KL!!
Rasa excited sgt nih.
Rindu pada Sang Suami tuh tak yah ckp la.
Especially bila ari tuh demam sengsorang melepet kat dlm bilik.

Selalunya kalo demam / sakit, saya akan dilayan macam princess oleh Sang Suami.
Food and drinks will be served.
Walaupon adakalanya air teh yg Sang Suami buat tuh rasa macam air kosong, tp saya tetap minum sbb Sang Suami dah make effort kan.

My cough dah gone away tp hidung masih sok sek sok sek.
Mencikk!

Skang nih tgh kecoh pesal kes S.W.E.E.P.I.N.G Malaysia tuh.
Mmg agak menakutkan jugak la.
Tapi bila tgk keadaan di sekeliling, aman.

Kadang-kadang saya rasa media saja nak propah ganda kan issue ini.
Baik media kita atau media diaorang.
Sama saja.
Yang ni hentam yg tuh.
Yang tuh hentam yg nih.

Sudahnya yg tersepit ialah orang-orang mcm saya yg mencari rezeki di rantau orang ini.
So far, saya masih dilayan sebagai Puan Sri kat office ini.
Tak de plak staff-staff saya yg buat mogok tak nak keja dgn orang-orang Malaysia.
Mereka sedar kot, orang-orang Malaysia inilah yg bagi derang makan utk hidup.

Bukan nak bermegah, (saya pun makan gaji ya!) tapi itu kenyataannya.

Mereka di sini terpaksa bersaing demi sesuap nasi.
Every 16th of the month, when my HR Manager bagi saya penyata gaji masing-masing utk disemak, saya rasa sayu jek tgk figure gaji mereka.

Tak perlu tengok gaji office boy, driver dan receptionist la sbb itu mmg bisa buat airmata ini bergenang.
Gaji executive dan manager di sini pula lebih kurang aje dgn gaji receptionist kita di Malaysia!!

Kadang-kadang saya mengeluarkan sendiri duit poket saya bagi upah pada office boy yang mana dia juga merangkap cleaner apartment saya.
Every Tuesday and Thursday, dia akan membersihkan rumah saya termasuklah membasuh pinggan kalo ada yg tertinggal, menyapu rumah, mengemas tempat tidur, mencuci toilet etc.
Pada driver juga kadang-kadang saya bagi duit makan tatkala dia menunggu saya ke mall utk menghabiskan wang.

Saya anggap wang yang saya bagi tuh sebagai sedekah pada mereka.
Pada kita IDR 50,000 itu kecil.
Pada mereka, itu bisa dibuat makan 3 hari.

Ditambah plak minggu nih sepanjang minggu saya berbuka puasa percuma.
Kena entertain orang-orang telco.
Hard Rock la, Dapur Sunda la, Ming Restaurant la, Emporium la, Pacific Place la..
Naik jemu den di buek nyo!

Back at work.

image from Google

After 2 days on leave, I finally back at work.
Bosan.
With almost nothing to do except for signing a bunch of documents and agreements.

I'm still weak.
But not as bad as couple of days ago.
Coughing still here and there.

So I am now happily blog-hopping.
Came across a few blogs that interest me.
Other than that, I've mencurik downloaded a few songs.

I just don't know what should I do for this couple of weeks here in d office.

Idea oh idea!

Rumah ku di sinunnn...

As promised..
Ini lah dia pics rumah gue di Jakarta sinun..

The Entrance

The Lobby

Aston Rasuna is located in the strategic location, only 5 minutes to Pasar Festival Mall where you can find cafes and restaurants, karaoke and shopping centers. Other points of interests, shopping centera are just minutes away from Aston Rasuna. As Aston Rasuna is located within the Taman Rasuna Complex, guests also have access to two swimming pools, two gyms, a Jogging Track, Tennis Court, Basketball court and Children’s Playground.

Nih plak swimming pool dia yg di atas awan.. hahah

This is the Mezza Lounge. Tempat lepak kalo bosan.

The Restaurant kalo aku malas masak.

The Living room of d apartment.

The master bedroom. Mine to be exact!

Single room utk guest yg hadir.

How can I say NO when they offered me to go?

Ampang Look Out Point

Sempena Hari Ibu semalam, me and Sang Suami brought my mom out for dinner together with my sister who is also a mother to a very naughty daughter and her hubby.
Went out as early as 530 pm straight to Ampang Look Out Point.
The reason of being early is to catch the sunset while eating your meals.
And lucky us, we managed to get seats that can let us view the sunset clearly.

There's a few restaurant up there but we chosed to take the western cuisine.
Sadly, there is only a few choices for us to make.
Pasta nan ado.
Since the seats that we got was the best among others, it left us no choice than to eat there.
Luckily the food are not too bad.

*Lamb + Tiger Prawn Combo for me*

*Tiger Prawn + Fish Steak for Sang Suami*

Si nakal ini pow fries jek keja dia. Sgt nakal kan muka dia??

D sunset I'm talking about.

Went back home at 8 pm coz Sang Suami ada Man Utd game to catch.
Kepenatan memuncak sbb di sebelah pagi tuh kami ke majlis pertunangan cousin Sang Suami di Gombak.

Hari ini di office, kerja melambak tetiba.
Ada 2 company profile yang harus aku siapkan sebelom 15 nih.
Buweekkk! Tak shukkee!!

Flight saya ke Jakarta mungkin akan di delay kan sedikit sebab ada masalah dengan permit kerja ku.
Org sana mintak sediakan passport 18 bulan ke atas sedang kan passport aku skang is less than a year.
So kena lah renew passport dulu which can't be done by this week as my passport skang di Jakarta.
Kena tunggu PIC tuh balik next week baru ley dpt balik my passport.

Adakah saya akan menyambut birthday saya di sini?

Heheh..

Sad but true.

I just received my confirmation date on working at Jakarta.

I'll be reporting on the 1st of June 2009.

It seems to me that my honeymoon plan for this month will proceed to Jakarta / Bandung.

Insyaallah, I'll be leaving on 27th May 2009.

Sad but on the other side, I'm excited.

I'm happy as well as I am promoted to a new designation.

General Manager / Senior Operation Manager.

Anyway, I am still going to proceed with my project.

Ape dia??

Tunggu 1st May 2009 nih.
I will officially launch it.

God bless!!

I am not well.

I've been on MC for 2 days.
Viral fever again.
Went for a check up on my fibroid.
It seems to d doc that it has grown bigger.

Ouchh!

This is no good.

Me no like it.

For time being, I am trying my very best to avoid the surgery.
Perhaps another 3 months?


Just leave that aside.
Dowanna think too much on that.
I need to be strong.



I am currently working on something.
Small but good for a start.
Guess what?


Siapa dapat teka dengan tepat,
saya belanja lunch di Chillis perhaps?

Mau??

Cepat lah teka.

I'm in tense.

Minggu nih aku penuh dgn meeting as usual.
Sakit jiwa raga aku. Meeting dah macam seminar dah skang nih.
Makan masa berjam-jam. Paling cepat pon 2 jam.
Giler.
Kalo dah ari2 meeting mcm tuh, bila masa nak buat keja?
Keja pulak berlambak-lambak yg dia bagi.
Semenjak bertukar division nih, aku rasa mcm aku baru masuk keja.
I have to learn loads of new things.
Mmg mencabar tp ianya juga menguji keimanan aku.
From business development to corporate affairs & communication.
Bulan 3 ni genap la setahun aku buat keja baru nih.
Penat.
Tapi yg best, setiap perubahan yg aku lakukan, dpt pujian.
Since keja ini involves byk dgn management maka adakalanya aku jadi jammed.
Tak tau nak mulakan dgn keja yg mana dulu.

Anyway, awal minggu ari tuh.. aku dpt perkhabaran baik.
Tp ada juga yg tak baik nya lah.

Tak ley nak reveal skang. Biarlah dpt confirmation dulu dr CEO.
So far 80%. 20% dtg dr CEO.

Ok aku nak p meeting. Meeting kol 6 pm. Bongok.
Aku nak balik la!!!!