The Best of 2008

Soon we will be leaving 2008.
2009 will come.

Here is the recap on what is the best for me in the year of 2008.

1. 1st January 2008 - Aku di proposed pada tarikh nih.

2. 8th March 2008 - 1 of my bestbuddies found her soulmate.. Wedding Hana nih masa org tgh sibok nak g mengundi. Aku rasa best sbb I managed to go thru the moments dia nak jadik bini org tuh.
3. 22nd March 2008 - My engagement day!! The day where everything went wayy beyond expectations. Dah macam nak nikah pon ada gaks ari tuh.

4.6th May 2008 - Ieza's bday that we've celebrated on the 9th May 2008. Rasa best sbb for d first time eva kot I cooked for my gurls! Hahahah...

5. 12th June 2008 - My birthday!

6. July 2008 - Went to Jakarta to get my wedding things. Besh sbb 1st time g dgn kengkwn pompuan yg ramai. Selalu ng laki atau paling ramai berdua jek.

7. 18th Aug 2008 - My Encik Bab's bday. No pics for this sbb kami pegi clubbing malam tuh. We had fun dancing together-gether. I've bought him something that he needs to keep foreva!

8. Sept 2008 - Celebrate bday Irda. Even masa bulan puasa. Then dpt jumpa my long lost closed frenz zaman PTPL dulu, Aida and Eza after almost 10 years tak jumpa. It was great to have internet nowadays!

9. 18th Oct 2008 - My so called 1st anniversary as couple. And the only couple anniversary kot. Insyaallah pas nih just celebrate wedding anniversary jek.

10. 1st Nov 2008 - My company's annual dinner yg berlangsung dgn jayanya di bawah pengurusan aku.


11. DECEMBER 2008 - Bulan sakit aku. Tak besh!!!

Kesimpulannya,
Saya sayang org-org di sekeliling saya selagi org-org di sekeliling saya berlaku baik terhadap saya.
Saya teramat sayang Encik Bab saya.

Dan yang paling penting,

SAYA TAK SABAR NAK TUNGGU BULAN APRIL 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alone.

I've found myself like to be alone nowadays.
Don't know y. Something is bothering me.
It hurts when to think that thing kept lingering on my mind days and nites.
And it caused me sleepless nites. Slept at 4 or 5 am. Woke up at 7 or 8 am.
Damn.
Its painful though.

I'm changing in a way.

Anyway, no New Year's celebration for me this year.
Encik Bab is busy with his works.
Let it be.

Is dis because of all the medicine I'm taking right now?
Causing me all the mood swings?

Hana, kain yg ko beli smlm tuh mmg sgt chantek.
Ieza, cermin ko tuh buat aku asyik membelek my jerawat.

Marcell-icious.

Gue senang banget kok hari ini. Emangnya ketika gue lagi asyik browsing on MARCELL new songs, gue lagi jumpa kok the link to his blog. Yes, MARCELL jugak memblogging dong. The link is http://the-tao-of-marcell.blogspot.com/ . Gembira kok. Gue emangnya a big fan of MARCELL. The blog is of course in bahasa Indonesia. (That's the reason why gue langsung terikut-ikut.. haha) Ada yg gue paham ada yg nggak.

Ehem ehem.. (membetolkan anak tekak ke bahasa Melayu).

MARCELL skang nih sedang bercinta dgn minah dari Singapore yg dok kat Malaysia (Thanks AIDA for d info!). Chantek jugak minah nih. Celebrity jugak. Kire padan lah dgn MARCELL nih. They are getting married next year kot. Minah nih pon blogging jugaks. Rina Melati Adam nama dia.

Last 19th Dec MARCELL ada buat showcase lagi kat KL nit but too bad la kan masa tuh aku kat mana la plak kan.. :(. Anyhow, I still remembered 2 showcase yg MARCELL performed yg aku sempat pegi.

The first was on 2005. Masa tuh kat dia buat show dgn Glenn Fredly kat Sunway Resort Hotel. It is a charity show. Aku dapat pass media masa tuh. Aku tak bawak camera la time tuh but I've brought my Videocam. I've recorded semua lagu yg MARCELL perform masa tuh.

The 2nd was last year. Show kat Planet Hollywood. On 19th Aug 07. A day after bday Encik Bab. Tp masa tuh aku still kawan la dgn Encik Bab. I've dragged him along ke Planet Hollywood atas alasan aku nak celebrate bday dia. Irda, Zie and Ikhwan (BONG) tagged along masa tuh.

Mmg happening gilakkkkkk... Aku dah cam sawan dah. Walaupon tak dpt dok dekat dgn stage, its more than enuff.. sbb ape? Sbb nye... lepas jek show tuh.. walaupon pada mulanye agak frust sbb tak dpt amik gambo lagi dgn MARCELL.. aku pon bantai la main pool sama-sama dgn Encik BAB.. Tup-tup.. bley plak si MARCELL tuh pon muncul gaks kat area pool tuh.. ape lagik.. meloncat katak la aku.. Finally!! Dapat gaks amik pics dgn BF idaman ku terchenta ini!!

Seblom MARCELL perform tuh, bley plak mamat nih ada kat situ jugak. Kire nih 2nd choice la selepas MARCELL. Haha. Siap lentok lagik...

Yang ini yg paling berharga! Dia siap peluk aku lagik! Harus aku tak tido malam ari tuh.

Bday celebration ke mana.. Encik Bab aku biarkan terkontang kanting layan bola between MAN UTD vs MAN CITY which end up MAN UTD kalah plak tuh..

Those were among the good times that I've had...

Capek.

Emangnya gue lagik bz di hari pertama bekerja setelah 10 hari MC + 3 hari annual leave.
Gue lagi nggak tau harus mulakan yg mana kok.
Semuanya urgent.
Aduh. Gue lagik pusing kok.

Lagi pula kan.. gue kok kalo jalan byk rasanya capek banget.
Dada ini sesak banget. Seperti ada yg hempap gue.
Gimana ini?

Ini semua gara-gara lung infection tempohari.
Gue capek!

Traumatized

Yes, I am in trauma. Trauma tgk jarum. It has been the toughest moments of my life ever!

Here is the chronological on how I ended up being warded at Pantai Medical Cheras.

Saturday 13th Dec : Petang tuh aku start rasa tak sedap badan. I took a nap. Malam tuh Encik Bab bawak g dinner. Pas dinner, things get even worse. Aku rasa pening. I ended up tido awal.

Sunday 14th Dec : I woke up with the fever is still there. Kepala rasa berat. I started to feel the pain dekat my gums which I thought its a toothache. I took painkillers and tried to sleep but I've failed. The whole day I couldn't get up and kept on moaning coz I juz couldn't take it anymore. Aku cuma bertahan dgn painkillers. Mana ada klinik gigi yg bukak on Sunday?

Monday 15th Dec : I woke up with a swollen face on the left side of my cheek!!!! Eeuuuwww!! Mama asked me to go to the hospital. Tp aku masih berdegil. Pas amik painkillers and tuam muka dgn ice, I managed to get a sleep. Bila bangun jek dlm kol 2 pm tuh, aku start rasa sakit balik. And badan aku masa tuh tersangat panas. I sweat like what only. Mama called Encik Bab and asked him to take me to the hospital since dia tak berjaya nak suruh aku. Encik Bab sampai at 4 pm. He straight away carried me to the car and off we go to Pantai Medical Cheras. I wanted to go to Gleneagles at first tp cam tak tahan sgt sakit tuh so pegi yg dekat jek.

Sampai jek PMC, aku terus di bawa ke Emergency Room. Doctor tye dah bape demam. I said 2 weeks. And without hesitate, he said, "U need to be admitted. U need to do the blood test. Ur face looks very dry and I need to dripped u with the water." Mamamia!

This is how I look masa kat Emergency room tuh. Senget sebelah muka aku.

My very first time kena dripped. Nampak darah tuh?? Sakit.

Pas masuk air, the docs sent me to the Xray room. Buat Xray kat dada and kepala. Then I did the Ultrasound. Gosh!!! All the processes ended at 630 pm which after that they brought me to the ward. My Encik Bab settled all the admission thingy. Sempat tuh requested for a single bed nye bilik. Haha.

Abu was the first to come la. Masa aku kat ER lagik. Pastuh dia ng Encik Bab aku sedap jek kutuk muka aku yg senget tuh. Siap ckp beguk semua bagai. Sakit ati pon ada gaks.

Doc came and told me that I have a lung infection. Nasib baik bukan denggi or penyakit Ciku-kunyah-hape-tah. Full result hanye akan diketahui esok harinya.

Malam tuh plak, tpt my very first drip tuh just stopped taking the water. Staff nurse tuh ckp my urat is very small sbb tuh senang tersumbat. Sakit tau. So dia suruh tukar urat lain. So off we go to my left hand plak.

My 2nd jarum.

Tgh malam tuh, aku start rasa sakit balik kat muka aku nih. Aku mengerang sakit bagai nak rak. Encik Bab plak masa tuh kat Petronas sekejap sbb time tuh la plak kan harga minyak nak turun lagik. Nasib mama ada. Mama g jumpa staff nurse mintak pain killer sbb aku dah tak tahan sangat dah. Lega sekejap. Aku dpt tido.

Kol 3 am, Encik Bab g anto mama balik rumah. And by the time he got back, at 4 am, aku start mengerang sakit balik. Dia lah yg berkejar g panggey staff nurse mintak ubat tido coz aku mmg dah tak ley tahan to d max. Staff nurse dtg dgn doctor on duty that nite. Doctor tuh check aku nye demam mmg dah tinggi jugak la.. about 39 degrees. So he gave me 2 types of painkillers. 1 injection kat bontot and the other one needed to be insert inside my ass. Gilak. Nurse tu siap ckp ubat nih akan buat aku khayal.

Tah ape la aku merepek seblom aku tido tuh. Kesian Encik Bab. Dah ler dia tido kat atas lantai tuh jek beralaskan comforter, kena plak dgr aku dok merepek tah hape hape.

Pagi Selasa 16th Dec : Derang amik darah aku lagik kat sini.

Results came out. It turned up that I got sinus + pneumonia. Kuman sinus tu yg attack my gum nye nerves smp senget muka aku. Lung infections tuh pneumonia la. And from the ultrasound result, they detected ada sumthing kat dlm perut aku near my ovari. At first doc kata it could be rectum (ye kot aku eja nih) sbb aku tak buang air besar for 2 days. So aku kena buang air dulu tgk ada sakit lagi tak kat situ. Else I need to go on a CT scan.

Ieza, Aida and Eza came today. Half of my staff pon dtg ari nih. Bengkak kat muka aku dah turun sket ari nih.

Jarum kedua mengalami kesangkutan lagik. Nurse suruh tukar urat lain lagik. Same hand. Aku lupa nak amik gambo plak kali nih.

Aku di suruh berpuasa bermula jam 12 pm.

Rabu 17th Dec : Doctor suruh aku g buat CT scan coz I still felt the pain. Patutnya aku buat CT scan pagi tp sudah nye kol 130 pm baru masuk. Lapor giler. Dah ler derang suruh aku minum air hape tah bergelas-gelas then suruh aku tahan pee aku. Gilak.

Masuk bilik CT scan ni ada kejadian ngeri berlaku. Dah le sejuk gile bilik tuh. Dgn aku yg menahan pee lagik. Pastuh bley plak nurse pompuan g break jap n yg tinggal doc laki tuh jek. Dia tye aku nak tunggu ke nak proceed jek suruh dia buat. Sbb ada ubat yg nak kena masuk ikut bontot. Aku ckp aku nak tunggu. Terpaksa la tahan pee and tahan sejuk. Nasib baik tak lama, about 5 minutes tuh ada nurse pompuan dtg. Dia nak masuk kan ubat tuh kat dlm my S. Yg tak ley blah tuh bila dia ckp... "Dik, ubat ni nnt akan buat adik rasa nak *yak yak* so tahan sket ye."
Just imagine, dgn bilik yg sejuk giler, dgn aku kena tahan pee pas tuh nak tahan yak yak. Great kan?

Pas masuk ubat kat my S tuh, doc tu dtg and ckp dia nak drip ubat ape tah masuk. Perggh!!! Sakit dia lagik dahsyat dr masuk air or antibiotic tuh. Masa ni dpt tahan lagik. But masa 2nd round of the CT scan, aku dah tak ley tahan lagik sakit dia sbb aku dpt rasa kan sakit tuh dah almost nak reach my siku. Aku jerit SAKITTTTT!!! Doc tuh terus cabut drip tuh. Nasib baik aku tak ter wee wee and ter yak yak time tuh.

Pas abih CT scan, doc tuh suruh rileks jap before proceed to ultrasound. Aku ckp bley aku g toilet tak. Dia ckp tak. Dia ckp senang nak detect the tumor if perut tuh tengah berair.

Went off to the ultrasound room. Tup tup ada plak org dlm tuh tak settle lagik. Nak kena tunggu lagik!! Lps ultrasound tuh, aku terus g toilet. Then baru jumpa doctor balik. Doctor ckp there's a tumor in both side of my ovary. 1 is big and 1 is small. She is not sure what it is so I have to refer to the gynae.

Tinggal lah aku dgn bermacam-macam persoalan. My fever is alot better dah masa nih. Muka pon surut dah. But I still could chew too much.

My 3rd jarum tuh stuck plak. Bengkak tangan aku macam belon dah. Nurse nak kena tukar urat lain lagik. Nurse tuh siap sound, ari-ari awak nih kena tukar urat. Haha.

My 4th spot. Harap jarum jek dpt masuk but the antibiotic doesn't go in. Kena tukar lagik. Yg bulat tuh kesan lebam yg 1st jarum. Itu jek 1-1 nye kesam lebam kena cucuk. Mungkin 1st time kot.

My 5th jarum was the middle one. Yg right side near thumb tuh yg the 3rd one.

Khamis 18th Dec : Tumor detected tu is confirmed a fibroid. On my left side right under the uterus. Yg right side tuh tiada apa2. The fibroid size is 6cm X 7cm. Besar buah orange. Surgery need to be done. Tp aku tye doctor tuh is it urgent ke tak. Doctor ckp tak. Doctor kata bley postpone la. (Aku bagitau doctor yg aku nak kawin lagik 3 bulan). Thank God.

Doctor told me that I can be discharge by Friday. Jarum ke 5 kat tangan aku tuh stuck. Nasib baik doctor tuh ckp dah tak payah nak masuk antibiotic. Dia akan bagi yg telan punye.

Finally I am the jarumless person.

Friday 19th Dec : Sejak dr pagi aku dah excited nak balik. Tp accounts dia tersgt lah lembab nye. Kol 230 pm baru settled. Luckily I have my insurance covered 80% of the total bill. My total bill was about RM 5K. Aku kena bayar dlm RM 1.2K which is claimable kat office nnt.

Kesian Encik Bab aku yg kena teman aku kat spital memlm. 4 nites dia tido without tilam yg empuk. Mama plak amik shift jaga aku time siang. Sudah nye skang nih mama plak tgh demam. Encik Bab plak asyik sakit kepala. Tak cukop rest jaga aku la tuh. Sayang sgt kat Encik Bab aku yg sanggup susah payah jaga aku.

Isnin ni aku nak g jumpa doctor. Tak sure bile masuk office balik. Aku dah bley bayangkan berapa byk keja aku yg dah terbengkalai nih.

Semlm pagi aku bangun tgk nikah dia. Chantek make up Ekin. Simple and looks natural. Hantaran dia sgtlah meriahnya dgn bebunga sampai tak nampak apa dlm dulang tuh.

Aku nk sambung berehat.