Inconsiderate and Insensitive

I wonder how some people can be so inconsiderate and insensitive when they talk. They can just think that they are at the top of the world and just be totally oblivious to how the other party feels. There is this friend of mine whom we share the same interest, initially I thought that I could put up with the way she acts and all, but I am thru taking her shit.

She is someone who has been in the scene longer than I have and I believed a lot that I could learn a lot from her, yes she does teach me stuffs, but when I have questions and I ask her, the way she answers is unbearable most of the time. Whenever I try to give my point of view or opinion, I will get hit with “I don’t care what you think/I don’t care about your opinion” and stuffs like that… wtf… some people just needs to learn how to communicate with others and not be so damn fucking anal.

I have tried my best to be a friend, I put up with all her shitty attitudes and I will put up with it no more. If she wants to act like this, I’m better off without someone like this in my life.

Nothing much to say… I just wanted to rant.

Berbalik kepada my new hair color.. Some suggested that I should be having a fringe.. Do I look good with it? Hahah... I tried to seek permission from my Encik Bab about having a fringe.. tp jawapan nya sangat lah menyedihkan.. NO he said. So how?


Anyway, to all my fellow friends.. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Aku sedey sebab tahun nih sekali lagi aku tak dpt nak sambut posa on d 1st day. :( Ptg semlm bley plak aku peod.


Aku berdoa agar tahun nih tahun last aku berpuasa as MISS FAIZATUL IKMI. Heheh.. Amin.

Ma new look!

Its all unplanned. I didnt expect it turn up to turn like dis... I choose a darker color but it came out quite bright. Gosh! Masa tuh aku rasa cam tak nak balik rumah.. since my Encik Bab is at home. When I got back... the first thing that he said was... "MAAAKKK aiiii KUNINGNYE COLOR!!" And I just stood there buat muka kesian. But to d others, they said its a nice color. Yg aku takut is just HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO MEET TUAN HAJI ZAKARIA???

Pictures are taken at Caca's Merdeka BBQ Party. They were all stunned when I stepped in. Sum called me as BEYONCE from the top la... hahahaha. Bongok.

So gurls.. I am now presenting.. D new me.

Notice pemberitahuan.

I've changed my wedding date coz the 1st date I've chosed was taken. I've contacted a few of other dewan too but unfortunately its all fully book. So, I've decided to change the date to 2 weeks after. (Only DIVAS knew wat was the date).

• Dewan booking - done. Form faxed. Just nk g bayar booking jek.
• Food - dah dpt quotation. Tgl nak pilih menu and bayar deposit.
• Make up - dah block date dgn Kimie Kajang.
• Baju nikah + sanding - bulan 12 baru Kimie suruh anto tempah.
• Card - dah dpt design yg nak. Abu + Mizi sponsor card. Bulan 12 tempah.
• Gamelan - Awin sponsor.
• Kompang - sponsor jugak.
• Silat - X scandal aku sponsor. Bley?
• Photog - finalizing the package with CS. Hiring Sapex & Mukhriz.
• Cake hantaran - sponsor.
• Halwa utk hantaran - Lily sponsor.
• Brg2 hantaran yg dah beli - Jam, kasut, belt, shirt.
• Doorgift - dah setel.

Ada ape lagi yg aku tertinggal tak? At least for now, kepala aku dah less serabut.

I started to feel so stressful...

Saya sgt stress kebelakangan ini. Mana dgn kerja yg melambak2 nya kat office nih. Mana dgn wedding punye preparations lagik. Aduhai.

Weekend lepas, aku pegi tgk Dewan Puspanita KL together with mama and my Encik Bab. My mom loves that place. Encik Bab pun. Aku ok je la. Tp yg tak syiok nye, dewan tuh sudah ada org booking pada date yg aku nak ittew. Walaupon org tuh tak bayar lagik depositnya, org itu juga masih belom antar surat cancellation. Sudahnya, aku yg pening. Mana lagi dewan yg ada kat KL nih yg boley menampung 600 pax at a time dan berwajah cantik? I called Dewan Tun Rahah, date aku nak tuh dah ada booking. Aku pening. Its either I wait sampai end of this month or I might need to revise the date.

Minggu lepas juga aku pegi ke butik Kimie Kajang to discuss on my wedding dress. Sudah setel bab ittew. Ukuran akan diambil end of this December. So, aku harus mengecilkan badan ku mulai drpd sekarang.

Anyway, pics kat bawah tuh ialah gambar pelamin angan ku. Idea from Zaifie Zainal Creation. Aku mintak Kimie buat that pelamin. Don't know la how much it will cost me. Aku sgt tertekan.

Weekend nih nak pegi beli barang2 hantaran. Sementara tgh megasale ni kan. Baik lah dirembat ape yg patut. I am so lucky that my Encik Bab tidak particular on the brands. Aku pon sama. Pada kami, enuff la if barang tuh cantik di mata kami berdua. Ada apa pada nama. Ahaks. Kami lebey berminat utk menyimpan duit dan pegi honeymoon kat oversea.

Okay I nak sambung buat surat rasmi utk Suruhanjaya Komunikasi Multimedia. Sebab itu aku menggunakan BM baku. Sekian, terima kasih.

Falling more everyday...

I am finding myself falling more and more in love with him with every passing moment, every passing day. Never in my wildest dreams did i ever think that i would ever find a man like him. He is the most amazing man in this entire world. I have spent so many night thinking, wondering and dreaming about the moment that he would tell me that he loves me and ask me to be his wife, that dream is now a reality and i have never been so happy before. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him, loving him! There is nothing in this entire world that will ever change that! He is my rock, he is what keeps me strong on a daily basis, and i cant wait for the day i hear " i now pronounce you husband and wife" Although in my mind he is already my husband in every sense of the word. He is the love of my life, my one true love, my best friend, my soul mate and my fiancee, and i will love him from now until the end of eternity!