New hairdo.. Yeay!

Finally! I got d fringe done as suggested by all my beloved friends. And finally juga dpt permission granted by my Encik Bab. Tp b4 all d permission given, aku kena bebel jugak lah.

Encik Bab: camner gunting rambut tadik? trim ker.. gunting ker...
Me: gunting pendek, sumeeee
Encik Bab: nak kena ke!!!

Masa nih all the angry icons came out. And I've showed him these piccas..

And to all of sudden... this is what Encik Bab said..

Encik Bab: wah... cun nyer...
Me: aik td bukan marah ke?
Encik Bab: cam tak kenal lak nih tunang aku ker??
Me: td kemain lagik marahh.. bebel tak hengatttttttttttttttt
Encik Bab: tuh tadi... nih skang... eheheheee..
Encik Bab: love u more n more... muahhsss...

Lovey Dovey Part 2

Mari bersambung..

Ok.. Pas aku msg my Encik Bab tuh, aku tak dpt la immediate response. The next day tuh masa aku otw nak g return semua harta karun X aku tuh, ada 1 call masuk. When I first heard the voice, I already knew it was him. Tp dia tak recognize aku la. Dia tanye aku sape. Aku ckp kawan lama. Then dia terus ckp "Qimie?" Terkezutt mak sbb dia igt aku lagik!! Hehehe..

We chat for awhile since I'm in d middle of about to have fight with my X tuh. I promised him that I'll call him back later on. So selepas setel semua kejadian yg sgt bangang pada mlm ittew, I called him tanpa ada rasa malu. Just a lil update here and there.. and dia ajak jumpa d next day. Of course la aku nak.

We met up petang esoknye. Lepak kat Secret Recipe's Giant Batu Caves. When I first saw him, aku mmg agak terkejut jugak la sbb cam tak caya kan that he would stood right in front of me. He looks different for sure. Badan dah makin mmmmbabbb... And to my surprised, I hugged him. Masa tuh tahan lagik nangis tuh.

So masa lepak kat SR tuh... mula la aku citer kat dia kesah sedey yg jadik between me and my X. Mengalir jugak la airmata time tuh.. dah macam drama aku ng dia pon ada jugak padahal.. its just me. Hahaah... Dia pon citer jugak what had happened to him for the past 3 years. Dia ada cuba carik aku after the incident tp couldn't get me.

Since then me and him jadik bestfren balik. We don't really see each other often due to our busyness but he will always call me at least once a week to know how am I doing. But one thing for sure, he always there whenever I needed him as a company to any function. Hehe.. In fact masa aku g Hong Kong on my birthday, he smsed me and asked me what do I want for my birthday. Aku dgn muka tak tau malunya, mintak bag Adidas kaler pink. Hohoh.. Masa aku sampai, dia jugak lah yg fetched aku kat KLIA tuh tgh2 malam buta. And I got my Adidas bag.

Sumwhere dlm bulan September tahun lepas, I wanted to go on holidays. I've decided utk ke Bali. Aku ajak Irda masa memula. Then tah macamane plak aku bley bagitau dia pesal plan tuh. And he wanted to follow as well. Yg si Irda plak, bila dgr dia nak follow, minah tuh bley cancel plak plan nak pegi. Kunun cam nak bagi can aku ng dia.. Padahal masa tuh mmg we both are totally bestfriend!

So we both went to MATTA fair. And to my surprised, he paid for d tickets! And he even asked me to choose which hotel la aku nak stay since I've been there for 2 times already.

18th October 2007 is the date we left to Bali. Sampai petang time tuh. Malam tuh jugak ada kejadian berlaku yg membuatkan kiteorg declare as a couple termasuk la kejadian CROCS (to those yg tau citer CROCS nih lah). All he said was he is too tired for a new relationships and he is not getting any younger. He chosed me as I knew him inside out. And there how it starts lah...

This is how we celebrated our very first so called declared day. Insyaallah pasnih celebrate date lain plak... Heheh... No fancy mancy pressie. Enuff with the moments that we both had up there. Especially masa main game dgn bersungguh utk collect tickets so that we could redeem the gift. We spent like RM 100 and we both managed to collect 1918 points! Hahaha.. The aku redeemed la a few items which I totally forgot to take the pictures. One of it is the teddy bear lah.

Sayang,

Thanks for all the love that you gave me for the past 1 year. I love you sooo much!!

Tanpa - 6ixth Sense

resah yang ku
ubah dalam kata
melukiskan kesunyian
tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

meski
pagi itu menatapi
akan sunyi tanpamu
menemani aku sepi

tanpa..
cintamu aku resah
tanpa..
kasihmu aku hampa
tanpa..
dirimu aku mati
hooo…

(ulang chorus x2)

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
dalam benuk hatiku tanpamu
aku tak mengerti
takut
takut jauh dari dirimu
kan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
tanpamu ku mati
hooo…

resah yang ku
ubah dalam kata
melukiskan kesunyian
tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Fever + Lovey Dovey Mode

I am having a fever ayte now. Tak pi keja pon pagi td. Tak larat. And now, I just lay down on my bed and do my reading as usual. Suddenly I felt like writing. Heheh...

On 18th October 2007, we actually declared as couple. Dah setahun dah kan... The best part is our declaration was made at Bali! Jauh kan? And Bali jugak dikira sebagai our very first official dating place la. Sounds real cool when people asked me when is my first date with my beloved fiancee and the answer is Bali. Mesti orang ingat kami berdua nih kaya tak hengat. Padahal...

Well, I've known my fiancee for about 9 years already. We used to study at the very same place. UNITAR. He is my senior back then. Ingat lagi masa first time nampak my fiancee kat lab, me and Hana was actually looking at him. And I popped out this, "Beshnya kalo dpt hug mamat tuh kan?" Hana pon gelak and she said, "Kita bet sapa dapat kenal mamat nih dulu nak?" (I can't really remember what was the bet) Eversince then, we both letak nickname dia as "HUGGIES". Ala pampers huggies tuh.. Hehe..

Macamane aku kenal dia? This is another funny part. I don't really go directly to him la and cakap nak kenal bagai.. I'm not that daring. Masa kat Unitar tuh, I mixed around with loads of guys. So normally during our break time, kiteorg semua akan lepak kat kedai snooker belakang tuh. And it happens, 1 day, my Encik Bab nih pon ada jugak melepak dan bermain snooker bersama-sama gang2 dia. Since I am d only gurl playing snooker, so mmg senang la utk org lain noticed aku kan. Tapi kiteorg tidak berkenalan di situ.

Besides snooker, aku juga selalu bermain ping pong after class. And ada lah 1 hari tuh, he was at the pingpong place. He came over to me and said, "Ari nih tak main snooker plak?" I said NO. (Aku kat tempat pingpong takkan nak main snooker kot?) From there, we started to introduced ourselves... and a new friendships begun.

We became a bestfriends. Mana aku pegi ada dia. Mana dia pegi ada aku. Mmg ramai pon igt we all couple although we are not. In fact dia kenal Bf aku time tuh and vice versa. During my break ups pon he was there. He was there for everything and I did d exact same thing to him. Until la 1 fine day, he suddenly popped out a Q. "U sayang I kan? I mean sayang yg more than just a friend.." Me said, "NOPE." (Sgt bodoh time tuh) Mmg time tuh ada la terjadi sedikit arguements between us. But we still didn't end up as a couple.

The reason? Masa tuh I am so much afraid of losing him. Losing him as a friend, soulmates and stuff. Ye lah kan, if I said YES and we end up couple tp time tuh kan masih bebudak lagik, buat nye break up, mesti dah tak kawan lagi dah kan? So bila aku ckp NOPE, I still have him as a bestfriend. Things went on as usual after that.

Bila abis belajar, aku ada melarikan diri drpd dia coz masa tuh he is actually with someone. Lama jugak dia dgn minah tuh. Aku lari bukan sebab aku jealous. Tp aku lari sbb aku tak nak dia bergaduh dgn gf dia pesal aku. Until la 1 day, dia dtg carik aku coz he broke up dgn minah tuh. He needed me by his side which I did.

Dalam masa tuh, ada pulak sum1 yg mencucuk jarum bgtau ape tah kat dia.. and 1 nite tuh, he called me and marah-marah aku. Boleh?? Ieza knew what had happened. Mmg time tuh aku ckp kat dia, "PUTUS KAWAN". Which YES, right after that aku mmg totally lost contact dgn dia.

3 years after.. (2007).. After d fuct tup break ups with my X tuh... 1 fine day on February, tah macamane plak aku ley terbukak diary lama. Dalam diary tuh penuh dgn list phone no. (It is a practice for me to actually do backups on the contact no just in case hp hilang la kan) Dan dalam beratus-ratus no yg ada, boley pulak tangan aku gatal nak msg my Encik Bab nih. Hahha...

Alamak nak bersiap la... Aku tak kira, demam pon aku nak gak g Genting!! I am going to celebrate our so called moments nih kat Genting. Nanti esok2 aku sambung la citer nih...

Annual Dinner

Sementara nak tunggu meeting kol 3 pm, during lunch time, me cabut sat g Hartamas. Pegi tempat sewa costume. My company's annual dinner is going to be held this 1st Nov. The theme is movie character. Haha... I was thinking of getting Queen Amidala punya costume but sad to say.. size nye nggak ada! Bley? Baju tuh jubah je kot..

So aku terpaksa la memilih baju yg lain. On that particular night jugak, aku masuk karaoke competition. I'll be singing Total Eclipse Of The Heart (Bonnie Tyler). One of the lagu wajib everytime aku ke karaoke. Oleh kerana aku kena perform and yet at the same time I also want to wear something yg mengikut tema tanpa perlu menukar2 baju, aku macam nak jadik....


The FOXY LADY!!! But version yg tak seseksi ini lah... Hahaha...

I've tried out the wig.. Kalau lah aku tak buat rebonding dulu, I wouldn't have to wear the wig. Muahaha...


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Tomorrow 18th October... It's a date for me to remember the whole life after this.. A date that changed everything for a year already as for now...

To my Sayang @ Encik Bab ku terchenta,


I'm glad to be with you this one whole year and I hope more to come after this, Insyaallah. U've completed me.


P/s: Xnak bawak I g jenjalan ke?? Hahaha...